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I'm too weird to live but far too rare to die.......

bored..
slpt till ... at home , friends working, me nua-ing.., friends finish work.., me chiong night agian..
+ + + + + + + = HOLIDAYS BORING

sooo pathetic ..
holidays.. no chalet no nothing ...

these daes i ve being doing the same stuffs..
blahs k nt always the same..
bt for my sleeping days it is...

i recently cant slp well ?
my scedule messed up..
i cant slp when i want to..

i m always awake for 2 daes dhen slping for 2 daes time.. RECENTLY
blahs..

oh anw, i jst Yr blog , she was er.. gloating over her brother's ilness...-_-
i dunno why she hate her bro so much ?
or wad her brother had done do her causing so much hatred..

dhen i ve been thinking..
alot stuffs...

ppl hate ppl causing ppl to gloat over their misery..
ppl loving ppl causing ppl to be sad over their misery...

so wads with all the hatred..
wads with all the love..

wad are they ?

so like 1 person get sick , leave us , sad ,
ppl hating them like soes and enermy ll gloat...
ppl loving them like loved ones, friends parents... will feel the pain too...

emotions are werid..

eg: anthony leave us lerhs.
i feel the pain .. i believe his friends feel the it too..
wad else can replace his existence which ll no longer be around..
nth ? yes , nothing

we as their friends feel the sting,
wad abt those who hate him...?
they ll be celebrating llike idiots..

ppl who dont knw him ?
they ll feel nth...

diff ppl releated to him ll have different emotions..

this whole thing is making me sigh....

i wonder one dae..
if i got sick too...
will there be people who gloat over me..
i think there will .. definitely will..

to ppl who hate me but cant do anything to me..
tey ll be gloating like siao..
anw they shld...

i think theres quite alot ppl who dislike me ..
so me being sick , being their chance for them..

i wont be really happy..

cos this really sad..
the more im suffering ... will add on to their their pleasure.
i flu , they smile..
i high fever , they laugh
i vomited , they claps
i hopitalised , they cheers...
i die, they celebrates like idiot..

so sad yet so true..
this happens to everyone..

yr seems to be really happy tt his brother fall sick
but her bro ll also have ppl who ll b sad for him..

if this whole thing were to change..
yr fall so sick.. i ll be sad , v v v sad
her close frens ll feel sad too..
And i believe her brother ll be happy to see her sick..

just like i think i ll be happy to see mr quek sick
cos i hate himm...
cant blame me , cant blame anyone..
this is jst human nature..

just like the last time i got hopiltalised...
yahs i feel concern..
concern frm family..
concern frm friends..
ppl visiting me everydae..
yes im touched..
even lide's mother..
she hates me alot..
she thinks im the reason why her son turn this bad..

but still, when i was hopitalised..
she got me tonics..
im touched .. i rly am..

but still..
im sure theres ppl.
going.. SONG BO liangyu tio hospitalised..
i hope he nv come out and dies inside...
i hope his operation fails and cant play bb for the rest of his fucking life..
blahs blahs blahs...

so evryone..
if yu dont wish to have ppl gloating over ur misery and cursing yu..
make a fren mre than a enemy..
it always gains...

oh i hereby also wanna use this chance to say smth to my close frens
ppl who visited me when i was in hopital..
wad can i sae.. i m rly rly rly touched..
thank yu all so much ,, yu all will always b my frens..
altough i dont rly say out..
yu ppl are the best of frens..
love yu all muacks.. !!
<<<<<3

including anthony..
fare well and take care anthony..

Kiss my ass GOODBYE sucker~